December 2010
I bought some nice sunglasses today. Too bad I don’t have contacts to wear with them.
No contacts = No vision
Give me a little Christmas cheer
Awoke to a little Christmas spirit and opened my presents calmly. Went back upstairs and started playing Republic Commmando. I had to wait all morning for my brother to come home for me to open the rest of my presents. But it was all spent well. I ended off Christmas with a night spent with my best friend.
Christmas this year was beyond great. It was wonderful.
I remember reading the book Flipped when I was in Mrs. Fujii’s class. Or was it sixth grade with Ms. Yost? Wait, when did I read The Giver? I forgot. Well, I remember when I finished the book I wanted to watch a movie of it. I wanted to see people acting it out. That’s what I thought about for a very long time, but I soon forgot.
Tonight was the night I watched Flipped.
Since I have no one to talk to and nothing to do, I’ll play Super Mario Crossover. Oh the joy of playing as Link in a goomba and castle filled game.
All I want for Christmas is money, not to sound sefish though. I also want new clothes and new shoes. Mainly ones that make me look different. I also want you, but I always have you so I’m not worried.
I also want a lifetime supply of acai bowls. Without the fresh bananas, but with extra granola.
:)
Henry: I never wanted to have anything in my life that I couldn't stand losing. But it's too late for that. It's not because you're beautiful or smart, but I don't feel alone anymore. Will you marry me?
Clare: No.
Clare: I didn't mean that. I just wanted to try it. I just wanted to say it to assert my own sense of free will. But my free will wants you.
Henry: So it's a yes?
Clare: Yes. Of course.
Henry: I love you.
Guess whose wisdom teeth are growing? Mine. And they are breaking through my gums right now. They hurt so bad, I wanna punch someone, anyone.
I have a million “I don’t know”s in my life. But one thing I do know is that you’re something else. You don’t make my heart beat faster or make my hands sweat, or that other mushy goodness stuff. But you make me feel better about myself. You give me the love I want. Love isn’t all about the kissing, or the constant words of love towards each other. Love is...
What I really want to say to you:
You don’t control my life or the people in it. I accept you and whoever you’re with, so don’t try to control me. You’re not my guardian angel. I don’t need or want you as that. I’m fine learning my mistakes on my own and dealing with them on my own. If I need you, I’ll ask for you. You don’t take the blame for my...
Winter Concert tonight. Psyched because Mary Ann and Kasey are going.
I hope I don’t mess up my solo.
Most people I encounter in life ask why I’m not close with my sister. Most people don’t know how much of an asshole she is.
This is the start of another lapse of time without talking. But I can do just fine without you.
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